About Half A Year? wow..

I haven't touched this in a long while maybe I should consider writing in it again. Well for the last 6months I've been 'sleeping' lets say things are never the same anymore, and it's time for me to 'get out' say goodbye to the life I once knew, and turn away with no regrets. For me.. *scratches head* Some things are never meant to be, and I'm not talking about relationships I'm talking about family, and people itself, friends, relatives, etc. Being around 'some' of those people makes me sick. Like I could just slap them in the face and say 'get over it and do something' life is a crude world, where everyone has their moments. Everyone has their ups, their downs, everyday isn't beautiful and glamorous. Because when it comes to the poor, the medium and rich, we all are connected by life itself. And to see all the negative, to hear what you don't want to, and to listen what you want. There will be a proud day when you rise up from nothing to something, despite from what's going around you, despite what people say. There's an old saying, "If you set your mind on it, then it can be achieved." - I believe that, and I'll thrive on it.