happy halloweennnn~

Happy Halloween Everyone!
- Anyways, I hope everyone has a great halloween even though I don't have any plans at the moment. Little kids, be safe! and remember if any big kids tries to steal your candy kick them in the foot! >:] lol but yeah, be careful about the candies too they could be poisonous. I told my little nephew when he goes trick-or-treating to bring me back lots of candy ^-^ cuz yes, I am too old to go trick-or-treating, a 20yr. old in a halloween costume.. odd dont you think ?, But yeah I guess I'll prob. end up giving out candy or something (we dont even have a lot of candy btw.) I hope a lot of kids dont come by cause if I run out, I'll have to put up a, " out of candy sign " on the front door (lmao). I wonder what my younger relatives are doing, maybe I should go steal their candy after today (haha) I know they'll have lots anyways. I think some of my friends are going out tonight probably to some parties, or the club. So anyways i'll edit this later tonight so I can tell you guys what I did today.

Wow.

I just woke up about an hour & 20mins. ago, I forgot what time I even fell asleep guess I was that tired. Since the first post, everything has been the same, same o ordinary life. I just wished I had more in my life than how it is now, because it's pretty shitty. I'm driven to make a 'happening' but options & decisions still cloud my head. Yes, like most people I do want to succeed, make my family proud, and be somebody, but for the 20yrs. of my life I still don't know who I am nor what I want. I don't want people to make my life decisions for me, because I want to do it myself, make my own mistakes, learn from them. It's easy for the people who has it all & gets it handed to them, but to me they do not know the definition of gaining it to receive it. My family has always been supportive of me, & always wanted me to do what I liked, what interested me. But as years progress my parents get older and my sister has a life of her own, I know I can't depend on them for the rest of my life. They would want me to build a life, a happy one.

Edit: Whew, today was very tiring, thats all i have to say. lol -goodbye.

Day One.

Today was very boring, I went to sleep late again because I was on the phone w/ Na this morning. she wanted me to keep her company while she did her essay for class. I stayed on the phone but barely said anything (its not that I didn't want to talk) I didn't really know what to say cause she just wanted me to talk like I was talking to myself lol, pretty funny if you ask me. anyways, afterwards we sort of conversed about what we were doing the next day, she had errands to run plus had another assignment due (I felt bad for her cause she seems to have a busy schedule everyday) it seems its more stressful than it use to be.

Me, my schedule wasn't all that busy, just basically finish my assignments, study & go about my week. I really haven't talked to my cousin Lin in awhile, I wonder what she has been up to, & hows everything with her, she wants me to head to Louisiana so we could go to Dallas together this weekend, with her & Tony, but I don't know I'm still debating. I am also sick.. -_-" what a bummer, hopefully I'll get better soon . Anyways, for a first blog I guess this is a good start, I'll update more things later on.
goodbye&thxs for reading.